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Missed, no, never
Von etechshow1, 31.05.2011, 03:53

Missed, no, never
These days, went into the city's various video shop to buy his songs or movies, almost all of the video store about his product is out of stock.
I can't buy arrived, I stand in a line of inquiry in honor of his anxious people back, I face very ugly.
Ever find countless saw his movie is put in ordinary wakayama disc position, attention, don't go around the past, take some of the music and is in popular movies.
Now, I suddenly insight, I go looking for. But before my eyes answer is: no.
I immediately lost claims that, my eyes saw and me as N personal eyes. I know my eyes and they are empty and fearful, we are very fragile, don't know how to save their once should be as negligence of crime.
But I like a run in the fawn, always continually look for some fresh faces. Later, I suddenly got tired of this man, I empathy, and once vowed to LEON married. The king
Day meet a friend of the middle school, the first sentence and then ask, like big brother?
I said, long time ago now, now I like man is LEON. I like LEON is almost ten years, also be regarded as dedicated woman.
Said these words about a week later, I will never regrets chance. Because there are a lot of things, is impossible to come back again, such as time, such as old love, such as jump off a building...
I can't give you explain one thing, similar to ZhongXie such things, but I from that day on, spirit up puzzling change, I started dying pegged to the screen, watching every piece of news about him, listening to every word about his comments, I sigh every and I am spiritual brittle, I remember every attack him, I even put the names of those who, while some list of write so scary and behind some of the discourse: I will curse every chuai wear malicious to insult him, I curse you night and day of trance, panic, who were demon-possessed hunting, no holidays.
I in 3:00 a.m., looking at me to play on the screen with this pile of words, I rise throughout the body of the cold war. Ear unceasingly transmits his song
What's the mood - is lingering, will let me day and night thoughts, in love hate you face between...
My eyes in his farewell my concubine hopping is lovely, inside her incomparable confide dust, c. lusty, past generally the sea calm life. That day said he should play see stick, he really, really begonia should go to play than cheng butterfly begonias, is more suitable for his role clothing, but never, never possible, this ideal realization. He cheng butterfly garment equally let makeup neatly in front of me said, bad blue, what should I do, I love a person, I can't continue forever, I can't catch his heart, how should I do.
I was in tears ground say to him, you see, there are so many men and women dearly loving you, you still don't meet? As to your pastors allow such an extent, you still have what demand.
He was speaking, I care about collateral, only one of his heart, his eyes, his favor.
But now he loved him, but remain in dust float in the sky of world, through panic, fear this and he was two, and harmoniously now, he give them away, he didn't know what to do, he face the world, swirl, the persistent rumours, the most points to his spear, pain control of his presence made him unable to daytime his death.
I think the world's most malicious, is he, not him.
He left him a forever regret die, even the chance to him a little. Except those colorful money, no hint of news about him.
I can't fall asleep, mind inside are all his shadow, I don't know what he will tell me, tell a once love his woman some what, then I think I should go and buy all of his films and CD and MV. I want me to think of him in a few years, at any time to see him, and heard him.
But my eyes fact is: no.
I can't buy arrived.
I walked out of a a trance, right against the face the music spread between the sun, suddenly to take my eyes tingle.
I saw the door have a girl crying, she then grief, squat in the video store door to cry out, his hands cover eyes, canthus overflow the a string of a string of tears, this silly child, than my silly, incredibly on undefended public under such cried and suddenly I love dearly up, why not go home to cry, why to let everybody see her tears, I always thought, give others saw the tears, are unlucky, but he chose to die, die in front of everyone in the former managers in front, why would he do that, why does he not drink a glass of wine dwelling place quietly in the music, then, that the more complex died he always perfect image.
But he did so, the relentlessness. He did give us look, he will die, he didn't want to live in this decadent the world, no longer give us the chance to see his ordinary bloke, to hear him sing act. He doesn't give us the opportunity.
I crouched in the street side, and the girl as control burst into tears, I think a few years later, this news will come out and become a laughing stock of our posterity, there are two silly woman in the afternoon sun, sea floor for a man crowds cry. Background was this man get dark tan April.
I heard the distant who voice, singing: earth road, happy youth who in the rugged, rugged, watching the sun...
And I heard the distant who voice, singing: don't linger, years, I had no intention of tender feelings million, it always was moved and always for your past heartache...
I remember uesd to think, I want, no matter what way or dragon, at that time, in his memory, also can have my place, but now, I have nothing, I lost him, I was in so many years ignore him, I lost him, all lost, lost forever.
I looked up and saw the big red sun, ZaoRe flows in tears, I suddenly fainted face a lively streets in April on...

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