I want to write life born alive
At noon today I feel my heartbeat in some extent stopped about five seconds, and were watching a big grey (my father) an article in fact is a dream, but it was no use dreaming tone to creation of log! Log, big grizzly used extremely poetic language describes a very cruel life issue: he said he chest have a small lump, went to the hospital to check the original is... (don't say the big guy all understand) and then himself very sad, also be relatives and friends know the facts, then don't know where he comes from. This article YiBaiSiShiGe word in the final of the log used is the very dismal tone ending: life is difficult, the step by step to the top of the mountain, to the point of admirer, friends, finances, ability, age happiness -- let me again slowly enjoy enjoy and give me a step by step down the valley opportunity! Unexpectedly, the next step was cliff -- - step exactly!
I'm watching the log moment in a short circuit, then head suddenly meal crazy ringing! Ear That day the feeling of subsidence collapse is never the case! Later proved that I was a moron! I believe this diary.but content. Then slowly, I came back to her senses, then see below N a comment. In review, big grizzly and with extremely "poetry" language painted the whole thing through, so this is just the NaKeYiMeng, just NaKeYiMeng dream is a good thing! Although this is a cruel joke, but I was really be awakened.
Actually before that I never thought a matter of life and death, total feel he is far from me. In the past ten years, my family by very not normal cause losing a lot of young people, a lot of people bring such reason to ancestors grave blamed, although later to made sacrifices way, the gods, but those comfort the fading but never return. Among them are my brother-in-law, my brother, or even me 15 years old nephew. I vaguely remember in a cloudy afternoon, when people announced the news of Parisian has gone, the dead son calmly stepping out of the gate is around the corner weep aloud! I stood at his side lost, listening to the sound of QiXie wept, and I suddenly a choking feeling, I don't know how to comfort him. Although he is I grew up together partner in degress I he auntie, often he lent me fight, I helped him after the beautiful girl ha ha, but seem very quiet life in that day was gone forever! Maybe used death, the person's heart will also habit, when I heard the news of who died to find that the feeling of death from my seemingly nearly the but again so far。 I have to admit, because they and I have no direct blood relations, I pay only regret or sighing. But I think when one day, I most close people leave, I feel sorry for others at the same time under the heart also hurts cannot breathe! I like children, because again big of sadness in their eyes all over but the lure of a toy. Like when he died eight years ago, I cry at a loss but tears was soon dry, years away sadness and memories, let me feel that has become a history, even when the scene I also in imperceptible in forget.
More grow up I found I more afraid of death, because I had a moody, I will mourn the death of the old dream sleep wake and then never to cry, I'll be relatives farewell keep praying they go out peace. I became very superstitious, burning incense in the festival holiday only let them healthy kowtowing, I even never thought they someday will leave me, because I don't think!
But today in home car I thought a lot, I think when we used to life of ease, always feel have happiness granted. Originally thought for sure where only justice, officialdom interpre mountain business, but ignored our body in life. Today, I really feel very happy, because the big grizzly just dream, but when one day. (this is not curse, but learning to be true to face the possibility of future suffering) as home big sister would I'll replace him to undertake the responsibility of home. The answer is no, because I've never in this respect asked yourself! I'm still in for a few grievance grumble, as some small feiends! I also feel small, still need their protection! And in the way in which I cannot leave after they care and help!
Go today 21yo house to play, she and I talked about her parents, she said you know my parents love me to what degree? Even soap to I buy! Hehe I really feel very warm and very pretty. I really hope that future one day to grizzly grizzly lady said: today the children come back, you buy some food, I give the za cook, do they love eating fish pork! Then in our bags walking away and a series of green food! Ha ha or big grizzly will and big grey lady in order to meet our telephone and bicker!
That day "the summer solstice" said a words: childhood happiness is very simple thing: grew up simple is very happy matter! In fact as long as there is love, happiness is simple!
Finally got home, big grey lady in cooking, big grizzly lie in bed reading, I asked him exactly something that is necessary, he prefaced smile: kidding! Have a dream! I said you this joke too cruel! Many people see in this diary after of sentimental incomparable mood picked up the phone and intend to comfort over a meal. I saw in the comments those dismal language, has a friend and colleague, a net friend, just don't know what they're after finish can also touch! In fact you are each pillar of the family, not just economic pillar, more spiritual support! Have you will have a home, have you the house can have great grifter! In bed I saw a slip, okay, in addition to a little high other fat, which and the big grizzly love to eat meat has the very big relations, this time. My home province meat! Doctors say eating tomatoes, carrots, cucumbers best, I thinking this doctor really interesting, know rabbit in this eat what, if this horse, is the big grizzly to eat grass ha.
I more and understand the most important, and go in peace. Meeting you don't worry, as the saying goes: the man forty a flower. Although in everybody thinks you are a strong no barbed celestial being! I believe that with your body to 60 or a flower hehe kidding! But very hope you are healthy, although birth and death are unpredictable thing, as long as we take good care of yourself is ok! I hope you will always cook for us, my mum would in every time we left home to we pack, some ceramic will insist on and jade rob delicious, even if ZhangYuHui has been I took her to the shopping mall and that one! This I recognize it! And my uncle aunt, I, I, I uncle and aunt around me all the relatives and friends, etc, etc. Just let you go in peace! I most love the person, please give me the time grown up, I will use my life to protect you!
Originally I want to send this serious problem of the interesting point, can write written find no way interesting, because he was so serious!
I don't want to go to the sketch was dead, because I want to write life! Born, to survive! See light life and death, cherish happiness!
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